Because!

To quote Tracey, "Because I'm a Fuck'n Idiot!"

That's all I have to say about my current state.

Remember

Remember that I said the day before April Fool's Day that my eyes were puffy? I said that the puffiness meant something was going to happen and it would make me cry.

... It actually happened. I cried.

This whole omen thing and zodiac signs are freaking me out. It's been so true throughout.

I walked by the paths that we walked through. I walked to the spot where we shared our stories by the river. The steps were flooded with orange from the street lamps like it did during our time there, but there sat no one.

I almost want to capture the scenery on videotape and remember it forever. I feel greedy. I feel like I want more. I wish I could put everything in a little box, and I would carry it with me always.

I hate feeling empty like I do.

Hit and Run

The final farewell after 2 and half days of what felt like way longer than that. I never expected this, but I also never expected I could be so at ease with a stranger.

Forget me not.

Martin, the German Boy

I am ALMOST (excuse me, I said almost, so don't misunderstand) in love with a boy named Martin from Germany. So so so cute. So much fun to talk to, and so much fun to listen to! I totally have a thing for guys with language abilities.

Now, if only he doesn't have a girlfriend of 7 years, and this all happened somewhere else more convenient (ie. I'm not leaving in a week, etc.), ....

PS. Rooftops are the best places for making out ... I mean! ... learning German.