I'm screaming into a bottle (I Can't NOT Breathe a Word!)

Ok, I can't NOT breathe a word.

My boyfriend is AMAZING. He takes care of me, protects me, love me.

I have to go to school, and it's out of his way, but he still takes me there.

I need to pay off my credit card, but I can't do it myself, so he pays it for me (I'll pay him back!).

I have nowhere to live (my old apartment is kinda nasty; he was worried about the environment), and money is kind of a problem, so he takes me in.

I'm not sure how to face my parents when we are having issues, so he goes with me to visit them and tells them he'd take care of me and *gasp!* marry me! It takes courage to face my parents. Trust me.

I am emotionally strained and need to take a break from school. I am scared to tell anyone, and I am scared to disappoint him, but he gives me support and tells me that everything will be ok. He will help me.

Now that I am out of school, I will need a job, which means I'll need to learn how to drive. So now, he wants to figure out how to buy a new car. Ok, I doubt that it'll even work out, but the fact that he thinks about it is good enough for me.

Other than that, his friends love me, his family loves me ... his CAT loves me.

I know, I know, I'm not ready yet, and neither is he, but I just want to scream, "I WANNA MARRY THIS GUY AND BE WITH HIM FOREVER AND LIVE LIKE CINDERELLA EVEN THOUGH I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS POSSIBLE!!"

This man is unbelievably amazing and devoted and loving. [Where the hell did I get this kind of luck???]