Tonight, I heard from my friend that my ex "still wants to be my friend."
"Friend?" You've gotta be kidding me. (Who do you think you are??) I mean, when is this gonna be over? Treat me like shit, and then expect me to befriend him? And when I don't budge, he gives me the "why do you hate me" and the "you're so immature"? If that's not laughable, I don't know what is.
Has he no concept of what friendship means? He didn't treat me like a friend. He treated me like I was less than a person -- nothing but a piece of ass. His so-called "honesty" was a lie. How does he think people should be treated? Whatever happened to courtesy, care, commitment, respect and loyalty? What makes him think that he can gain my friendship without earning it? In mathematical terms, he is definitely on the far side of the negative end on the number scale. He takes friendship for granted and definitely my friendship for granted.
Everything that I invested in him, every breath that I spent on him was wasteful. What I gave was quality: it was what anyone can ask for. Yet, he took all of it for granted -- and he doesn't recognize it. After everything, I'm done. He doesn't deserve the good in me -- not even half an ounce of it. He had his chance, and he blew it.
So don't come asking me for friendship now. I refuse to associate with negativity, which he is full of, amongst other things. I won't be losing sleep over not associating with him and not having him in my life ever again.
My care, love, loyalty, company and companionship, wit and two-cents, and much more, are reserved for other people that are actually worthwhile.
Oh, and please. He knew his news would get back to me somehow. I wish he would just stop doing this passive aggressive shit (first, the phone call on my parents' phone. Now, this.). He just needs to go away ... far far far far away. (But I guess the likelihood of that is quite low since
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