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Tonight, I am still angry. I am still angry at the person that I didn't expect to be cruel, inconsiderate and irresponsible to me to be all of that and more. His voice is always in the back of my mind like a chorus of ridicule. It is always a struggle for me to quiet it down.

Tonight, though my anger is a lot more mild in comparison to what it was, still I can't say that I don't wish to teach him a lesson (be it my place or not).

Maybe I am still angry because I am still not where I want to be (even though I am beginning to go in that direction). I, however, forsee that my efforts to find my own happiness will not be futile -- at least I know now that I am so much better off without him. I will find a way.