Malice (I need some bug repellent)

I dispise The Evil Ex who would storm in to our lives with messages of tears and apologies and enlightenment and "the truth" ... just to see if she can win a challenge. Why is this a game to her? What would she think when her life flashes through her mind just before she dies and this part of her life appears?

My discomfort with The Evil Ex's most recent message was slow to sink in.

At first, I felt bad for her; her story was convincing ... or that I'm just gullible as usual.

Think about all the times that she would send inappropriate messages. Think about all the things that she did to make me feel uncomfortable. How is her "truth" going to explain all of that?

I was tense and was shaking as I read it. I thought I was just moved, touched or sad for her. Maybe a hint. But I think I was just shocked. Why would someone like her want to disrupt my life? For all I know, there are a gizillion guys out there who would drop dead just for a smile from someone who looks like her, someone who runs wild like her.

I am not lucky like that.

So I finally found someone wonderful who hasn't already gotten tired of me, and she wants to ruin it? There's must be a hundred different explanations, and I have a few theories of my own -- and one of them is SHE IS SELFISH AND IMMATURE.

Regardless of the fact that she would have absolutely NO CHANCE IN HELL of getting what she wants, there is not a single person in the world that can tell me I'm being overly sensitive or excessive or over-reacting.

What an awful thing for her to do.

And I am angry with her.

Some people just have the "gift" of sending off bad vibes even from afar.

I haven't even met her, but I can assure you that she is one of them.