Strategery

Strategically, is it a good idea for me to put grad school on hold?

I need to make sure that what I have already finished in MIM will still be there when I come back in a year.

I need to regroup and find my motivation and myself.
I need to make sure that I can get aid NOW to finish up my undergraduate degree.
I need a job.
I need to learn how to drive.
I need access to strategic, academic and life counseling even when I'm not in MIM or school.
I need something constructive to do when I take this time off and prove that I can contribute even when I'm out of school.
I need to tell Brian and hope that he'll support me.

What is there that I can do to make EVERYTHING WORK for me and all that is my life?

Is this just a real gut feeling or is it just comforting to think because it buys me more time to avoid climbing an Everest-sized mountain?

Please tell me what the wisest decision is.