Bandito!

What am I to do? A nerve-wrecking question, but I have more moments of mild excitement than I expect, which is, of course, nerve-wrecking in itself.

I am going to move. I have no ties here now. I am only the representation of a disappointment to my family, when I am so much more than that.

Nora is trying to help me get set up in life, maybe in Bend, too. I just might move to Bend. And Eddie thinks I should try out LA. Either way, I would gain another experience. But ... I'm partial to Bend for it's peace and quiet and for its opportunity for inner growth. LA would be another experience, but I don't think I'm ready for that right now. Well, we'll see. I'll be visiting in mid-February: flying down to LA, then driving up back to Portland, hitting SF, Stanford, Santa Cruz, Grants Pass, Eugene, and finally Portland around 18th or 19th. So all of a sudden, I have two trips set up in a matter of one morning.

Also this morning, I just bought a snowboard for $225 with matching Lamar bindings. I have a mountain trip next week sometime and one possibly on the 27th.

Now let's hope I don't run myself broke too soon. Haha!!