Blue Skies, Blue Days

Truly, I long for the type of companionship that fades easily, the type of commitment that makes me feel free. I don't want the convenience of giving up just because of the inconvenience of the daily grind or each other's spots where lack finess ... the qaulities that make us human. I don't want to feel like I AM the person I want to date (as opposed to being WITH the person I want to be with). I don't want to feel like I've been alone in the relationship; I am not supposed to feel lonely being with someone I love. I am not supposed to feel and be treated as (and be called) a doormat.

How could you dim out a bright light like me?