Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Gone Emo. Be Back Later.

WHY is it that I keep internalizing someone else's transgression?

Why do I keep thinking that when people give up on me, it's because I should have done things differently ... or done it better?

Why do I wear my heart -- along with other people's faults -- on my sleeve like a fashion statement?
And of course, I keep wearing it even after I get shit on, or robbed, or beaten down. I feel so poor.
What makes me think that this is the right thing to do and the right thing to feel for myself?

To make matters worse, I am now angry with myself.

And so, the hole drills deeper and deeper.

Happy lunar new year ....

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