Severance

There's no real punishment, is there?
There's no real karmic retribution.

None of that should matter.
His pain, his suffering does not bring me joy.
None of it can undo the carnage inside me.

So what do I want?
What is it that I am seeking from fighting?
Why am I still here?
Why am I not there, where I belong, where I can stand tall and strong like I am?