Down

It's only 10pm, but it feels more like 11:30.

I feel miserable today.

I am stressed out, overwhelmed, lonely and hungry at this moment.

I am kinda frustrated at how much work I have to do, and I can't see an end to it.

I sorta feel like bursting into tears, but I can't. I don't want to get too exhausted since I still have one exam to go before I can go to bed just to get up at 7 in the morning to study for another one.

And because there's no one else around, I just have to give myself a pat on the back for holding up. But that gets old.

I think this is the time for ice cream.
But then I'd feel fat and disgusting because I haven't gone climbing for a month.

So I don't know exactly what to do with myself now except to study more and take that stupid exam of mine.

(Oh God! Plus I have a giant mountain of laundry to do, and I haven't cleaned the apartment. I also just remembered that I haven't taken a shower since the night before last! O Dio! Vorrei morir! Pieta!)