Without Air, I Would Not Exist, but I Exist Not Just to Breathe

So I am stressed out. Yeah, school. LOTS of it. On top of it, there's always the financial issues.

Every once in a while (or actually, more than that), I'd ask, "Why exactly is this happening to me? Everything was supposed to go so well."

But then again, why ask why? It's pointless. One way or another, I still have to go through with it.

I bet people who are going through worse ask those questions as well. They, too, have to deal with their problems ... and they don't even have a blog to vent on, not to mention no one would stand up for them, let alone stand by them.

So everyday, and more so with "tomorrow" that I have and more knowledge and consciousness I gain, I value the things and people that I can call mine, as well as the things that we can collectively call ours, such as air, water, trees, nature, government, history, knowledge, etc.. More and more by the step that I take in life, I wish that everyone can have the things that I have, the things that I take pride for, and the things that I take for granted.

I, I, am lucky.

Though ...
I just wish that I don't have to be alone at this moment with so heavy a load.
(Tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow I won't have to muse in solitude.
There's always tomorrow ... right? At least the hope of it, I'd say.)