Monday, March 26, 2007

More Like a Sleeper's Block

I am not sure if I am actually having a writer's block. I have things that I do want to write about. I am just lacking patience to actually go through with the writing part, and I am definitely lacking in sleep.

For whatever reason, my neck and back have been hurting quite a bit lately -- it used to be stress, but now that there isn't as much stress, I am suspecting other things. I'm sure the typing has a lot to do with it, but I also think something of how I sleep. It's either the pillow or the mattress. I just don't know which yet. But I would wake up multiple times during the night, truncating a wonderful 7-hour night into miserable 2- or 3-hour bits. Then, of course, I'd wake before 6 in the morning because I'd want to see Brian off. Afterwards, I'd have to fall back to sleep because I'd still be tired and need to make up for what sleep I had lost over the night. 3.5 hours later, at 9:30 or 10, I'd still be tired.

I spent 7 hours in bed not sleeping, and then another 3.5 hours to make up for what I didn't get in the previous 7 hours and get unsatisfactory results.

All of this adds up to a royal waste of time.

No wonder why I can't do anything right.

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