Que Sera, Sera: My Uphill Battle and Winning

I understand, and even though I'm not completely over it, I'm half way there. I knew deep down that the best thing is for me to move on. But for whatever reasons, I actually bought into the somewhat ridiculous illusion that this might actually work for us and was advocating to myself that I should do something about it. I was dead wrong ... and boy, am I am glad that I came to my senses. Thank you. I know now it was but a dream.

No problem. This has been unforgettable, but I won't be hanging on and won't be waiting around, if that's what you're trying to say. Besides, I don't want to make you feel guilty for moving on after all that. I want you to be happy like you will be!

I know you're not the best thing for me, but I am glad that you're happy. I'm convinced that someone somehow someday might be waiting for me somewhere, and if he loves me enough, he'll find me waiting here, too. And I have so many adventures to pursue still. So what if I'm back to square one? I'll be moving onward like I always have!

Best of luck! See ya!

PS. Who knows? I don't guarantee it, but If I feel better about things when I get back, and you feel comfortable about everything, too, we can get some coffee.

~ e