Sunday, May 14, 2006

My Long Way to Freedom

I guess I am just bored, and I decided to read some of my old blogs. Now I realize how far I've come ... from feeling completely miserable and unhappy about myself and my life to now .... Not that I'm absolutely fulfilled and satistfied, but I will tell you that I've never felt so at ease with being myself as I have the past couple of weeks. I've come a long way to realizing that there really isn't anything wrong with me -- I've come to free myself. What's wrong is how I've chosen to manage what I'm dealt with, what's innately "me," and, most of all, the lack of faith in that good things -- even wonderful things! -- can happen as long as I let it. I am the biggest project I've got. I can talk about changing the world, and I can even go at it. But really, if I can't reform myself and be happy with what I am and who I am, then there is very little that I can do for the world around me.

The road is long, but I think life will be good.

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