Snowglobe Addiction

I look at it as if it is in a snowglobe. Through the glass, I see it all play out like a badly scripted play ... alll wrong, all wrong. I look at it from different angles incessantly, obsessively, as if thinking will help change the course of the already tragically-fated characters, as if I could find the ultimate fault that brought on the tragedy in the one who played my role.