Before I Know It

The fact of the matter is I am tired. Hell, what are you wagging your finger, telling me that I should live every minute as my last for? If you will step inside my life, you'd see that my life is probably not going to end soon, and neither is all the crap that goes with it. If life will end in the next 10 minutes, I'll call it a liberation. But we all know that things are never that easy .... Yes, I am tired of rescuing everything like it's the last I will see of it. Who knows? Maybe I will indeed get lucky, and it will all be over before I know it.