Rescue

Wow. When did I start to become this incredibly depressed, overwhelmed with hopelessness and self-deprecation? Maybe it's the holiday season? Maybe I've just been holding up so stubbornly that now I'm just starting to get worn out?

I don't even know what it is anymore. I am having a hard time focusing my energy to pinpoint what it is that is pulling me down down down. At a time like this, it almost feels like it's everything ... and me. I fear that I have entered the solitary night of deep wintery darkness, of what is worse than a violent, engulfing storm -- a bitter and deafeningly quiet chill.

How will I come out?