Spiral

I feel like my world is falling apart.

Or my heart's being ripped out.

I wasn't out to hurt anyone, and I know I didn't mean to hurt someone I love so so much. But I wasn't unreasonable in my thinking. I really wasn't.

So why?

Why is my world falling apart? Why do I feel like this? Why do I just want to hurt myself instead? I want it to end.

Please. Stop.

Do you care? I know you do. I do.

Please stop.