Contemplation

Today, I feel strange. I feel like this job I have is gradually getting in my way of doing what I need to do and what I want to do. I feel like I'm trapped in "bad vibe land." The job is fine, really -- you really can't expect too much from a low paying job. I just feel that it's not for me anymore. I took this job that has nothing to do with anything career-oriented so that I can heal. But now that I'm doing better, I feel that it's a drag. It's almost helping to prevent me from moving on.

I think I need a part-time job instead.